The Collective Thoughts of Dwayne.

Life seems to be going in a really great direction. I know it’s really early to say but I feel as if I’m going to have a really great year. Many new things sprung into my life weeks, days, and hours before the new year hit. Plans for my career, plans for love, long-term plans for the rest of my life. As naive and stupid as it seems to think that I really have all that planned out, I truly believe that it’s all set in stone. I know I’m young and I know I still have a lot to learn about life but I think waiting patiently finally paid off… I finally have peace of mind and I pray and hope with my whole body, soul, and heart that it never fades away. Being this happy has never happened before. My fairytale/dream is finally becoming reality.

kbye.

To be honest, I don’t know but then again that feeling that she gave me was indescribable.” — Jay Fluent

I owe two people a very lengthy sincere apology but I’m never going to give it because I’d rather they hate me and see me as cold hearted. They didn’t deserve the things I did to them, not in the very least. I don’t want their forgiveness, I don’t want their friendship, I don’t want them to know that I still care because I can no longer be there for them. I have moved on with my life and I know that keeping it this way (for now) is the best for all of us. I just hope this choice I’ve made is truly the best. Best of luck to the two of you.

I’m just looking for someone who except me for who I am with all of my flaws. I love cuddling, I love simple things, I love constant kisses, I really love attention. Smother me with it but don’t be surprised  if some days I might not want you to talk to me, I might not want to be touched, I might be the bitchiest person alive, but that’s all temporary. I have my off days and I’ll need my alone time but that doesn’t mean I wanna be alone, single, without you. I will vow to be faithful, I will vow to try to be the best person I can be. I wish I knew where you are so I can tell you all of this.