I poured my heart out into EVERY SINGLE RELATIONSHIP I was in, even from day 1. Yes, I know, extremely foolish of me but it brought me great happiness and great satisfaction because for once (and over and over again) I finally felt loved, I finally felt like someone cared about me. And I knew that someday it’d end but I guess I was okay with that and I’m still okay with it because I living in the moment and I had that short span of happiness. With knowing and acknowledging all of it, I’m still willing to continue on this way even if it ends in heartbreak. All I can hope for is that one relationship that doesn’t have an end and will bring me happiness till I die and until that day comes… I’ll continue to throw myself into this vicious cycle.